Tuesday, October 21st, 2008
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11:56 am - Woo
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So I haven't posted on here in 176 weeks? nuts I tell ya. Life? well life is content. I have 2 jobs now and my lovely pooch, my fast car and my boy toy. what could be any better?
I kinda miss writing on here. Although most of it was about stupid boys. The worst mistake of my life was over half the guys I dated. i'm lame I know.
I'm kinda geeked I take my state test this friday for my CNA job and I'm exteremly nervous. I don't wanna fail. plus this will help me in my nursing degree!
I've been thinking these past few weeks and I miss a lot of my friends that I used to talk to but then again majority of my friends are doin there own thing kinda like how I am. I mean I spend majority of my time with Jesse. If not him then with crash and chrysler.
So in the end of April Jesse Broke up with me. Reasoning? the fuck if I know. What I do know is for the first two weeks I was miserable as fuck! I really didn't start eating again until we got back together. Which was like the end of may? We decided that we really wont count that break up and so now we have been dating for over two years. Jeeze! How time flys. I love him with all my heart. He is my everything. We decided that August 14th 2010 is when the wedding will be. i'll just be 21 and he will be turning 23. So yeah i'm super geeked. We already started looking at houses and everything!!!!. I can't wait to be Karen Elizabeth Kozlowski:)
Well thats all for now:)
current mood:  nervous
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(You're so beautiful)
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Friday, June 3rd, 2005
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8:03 pm - IM A THUG<3
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Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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11:24 am - Here is some pics of me.. tell me whatcha think?
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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5:07 pm - PLEASE DO THIS<3 i need to know
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
? I hugged you:
? I said I liked you:
? I kissed you:
? I lived next door to you:
? I commited suicide:
? I stole something:
? I was hospitalized:
? I ran away from home:
? I came to your doorstep crying that I had no place to go:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
? Personality:
? Eyes:
? Face:
? Hair:
? Lips:
WHAT ABOUT US:
? What do you think of me?
? What's the fondest memory you have of me?
? How long do you think we will be friends for?
? Do you love me?
? Have I ever hurt you?
? Would you hug me?
? Would you kiss me?
? Are we close?
? Emotionally, what stands out bout me?
? On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
? Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
? Am I loveable?
? How long have you known me?
? What was your first impression of me?
? Do you still think that way about me now?
? What do you think my weakness is?
? Do you think I'll get married?
? What about me makes you happy?
? What about me makes you sad?
? What reminds you of me?
? What's something you would change about me?
? Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
? Do you think I would kill someone?
? Are you going to put this on your journal and see what
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(1 Wipe those tears | You're so beautiful)
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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9:25 pm
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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8:31 pm
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Everything just went downhill again....
life sucks.
</3
current mood:  disappointed
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(You're so beautiful)
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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8:18 pm
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Okay i lied.. Im keeping this one. haha oh myy.. IM so bored.. someone pleaseee talk to mee
current mood:  productive
current music: BABY GOT BACK.. PUNK VERSION bitch:)
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(You're so beautiful)
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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5:14 pm
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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4:30 pm
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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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5:24 pm
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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10:13 pm
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NEW BAND
charly earles-drummer
Angie gersky-bass
Karen-electric (well i still have to learn)
We still need someone to do vocals
name pick-
someday soon
one person romance
crackerstyle
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(2 Wipe those tears | You're so beautiful)
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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12:32 am - Swimming through sick lullabies
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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5:48 pm - Dont wake me up when im sleeping...
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Okay! well i havent wrote in here forever! so i guess its time to write... well first off things with me and scott diddnt work. so i went to this show yesterday which Quit your life and daniel played. I was SO happy. to hear quit your life. anywho so the concert thing was okay. but CARLSON high school sucks and was being gay making everyone who moshed leave.I was kinda bummed out after a while because some cool kid thought it would be cool to ignore me the whole night through. so yeah after the show i called my friend kenny to ask him why he wasnt there. he diddnt have a ride so he couldnt come. i was sad but he said that we will hang out some other time like maybe next weekend or something. i love that kid.. ha hes like my best guy friend. i know ima nerd but hey i dont care!
i gotta go......
<3Karen
...i'm...not...alright...i...promise...
current mood:  cold
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(You're so beautiful)
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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8:52 pm - Pulse of the maggots
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This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiment
And the bastards you know is the hero you hate
But cohesion is possible if we try
There's no reason,THERE'S no lesson, no time like the present
Tell me right now, what have you go to lose?
What have you got to lose, except your soul?
Who's With Me?!
(I fight) for the unconventional
(My right) and its unconditional
(I can only) be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
(This isn't) just a way to be a martyr
(I can't) walk alone any longer
(I fight) for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose, at least I tried!
(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots
(I won't) be the inconsequential
(I won't) be the wasted potential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
(It isn't) just a one-sided version
(We've dealt) with a manic subversion
(I won't) let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victom deserted
(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes
Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)
(We fight) 'til no one can fight us
(We live) and no one can stop us
(We pull) when we're pushed to far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
(We never) had to fight in the first place
(We only) had to spit back in their face
(We won't) walk alone any loger
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes
Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)
current music: Slipknot
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(You're so beautiful)
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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4:52 pm
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uhm yeah i havent been on in such a long time because i have so much going on in my such busy life haha just kidding uhm yeah first off i have been spending some/most of my time with scott my new boyfriend! well that is since the 12th! im really happy!!! Also my cousin amber got a new boyfriend which is really cool! we wanna go to 89x stole christmas together! well that is with our boyfriends too! ha uhm yeah so i had a little shindig last month thanks for coming all who said they would! jerks.. uhm anyways I start drivers training on MOnday OH gosh im so excited...!!! haha uhm yeah im really bored so someone cool should call me. i mean since scotts gone. i have no one to talk too. im really bizord! hah so give me a ring ;)
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Green Day!
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(You're so beautiful)
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Monday, September 13th, 2004
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3:56 pm - Cool curazy;)
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
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12:50 pm - When you say when you say my name..
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Okay okay okay everybody. so yeah next semester im taking child care and John grabetz is my babys daddy.. well im pretty sure he is. those other 7 guys frank, chris, jim, bob, corey, nick, and tom could be too. i guess ill be going on to maurys.
oh yes well anyways its almost 1 and i havent done a thing today. its purrty boring. but anywho this weekend ROCKED. i mean things diddnt go bad at all. everything is SOO good:) oOh my.
she bought herself a diamond ring
before the evening show
a ninety dollar bracelet
on daddy's visa gold
short black skirts on warm days
with her black socks to her knees
now she's wearing corduroy
instead of bongo jeans
she's a preppie girl
who rules the fashion world
she's a preppie girl
makes me wanna hurl
fucking preppie girl
walks to church on sunday
with her bottle in her hand
wishing she was a rebel
who could terrorise the land
whose that standing so close to her
holding her preppie hand
maybe it is a running back
or just a preppie man
she's a preppie girl
who rules the fashion world
she's a preppie girl
makes me wanna hurl
fucking preppie girl
she's got a senior boyfriend
now that bitch is just fifteen
will she lose
will she lose
will she lose
her virginity
well he takes her out on prom night
and he shows her a good time
will he be in her pants by nine?
she's a preppie girl
who rules the fashion world
she's a preppie girl
makes me wanna hurl
fucking preppie girl
to you we wish the best of luck
in your oh so preppie life
and if you play your cards right
you might end up a plumbers wife
current music: Mad caddies- preppie girl
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(1 Wipe those tears | You're so beautiful)
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12:00 pm - Cuuurrazy
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Saturday, September 11th, 2004
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10:20 am - happiest EVER
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So i have been talking to this really amazing guy. its all so crazy how things happen you know? first your talking to them. next you start crushing on them.. its so awesome though. you get that great feeling in your body.. but when they tell you that they like you. its the greatest thing you could ever happen. anyways so yes we are going to hang out. and hopefully it will be the greatest thing. but who knows...
so thursday i went to my cousins basketball game. it was WHoa crazy.it was a great game.
yesterday i got a picture of Scott! soo i was SUPER happy actually i got like 3 pictures of him.hes adorable.:) oh my. haha Awee. then last night i went over to my cousins house and we all talked for a while which was cool and all. then scott called. i got all happy inside so i talked to him for a while then i went home and called him again we talked untill about 2. everything was GREAT.. we told each other our feelings. and now everything is better than ever!!! i havent been this happy. well since like forever. hopefully everything turns out good you know?
today im not sure what im doing maybe that loser named kenny will get online or call me because we are suppose to hang out and ill be uber upset if we dont dammit. oh well if he doesnt its not like theres no one who wants to hang out with me. but im going make some plans. Well i guess thats all im out peace
<3KareN<3
current mood:  excited
current music: hatebreed
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(1 Wipe those tears | You're so beautiful)
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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
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2:52 pm
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so yeah today was the second great day of school haha uhm yeah it sucked and i diddnt feel well at all:( tear tear haa anyways i saw other cool people today. but there really not even cool enough to write about...
so im going to make a hot guy of the day. so if you think your hot or if i think your hot. uhm gimme your picture and ill post it on here!
current mood:  creative
current music: Thursday-understanding in a car crash.
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(3 Wipe those tears | You're so beautiful)
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